We had rain this morning. It was my favorite kind of morning as we were driving up the 101 to Santa Barbara with the dark clouds over the ocean and a hot cup of coffee in my hands. It's in those moments when I'm awed by creation that I love and in those moments I feel extra grateful for this life I have been blessed with.
My appointment was simple. They went over the side effects of the chemo... pretty much the same as last time. It's funny how different this pre-chemo appointment was than the last one. I'm not afraid anymore. Before I had chemo before there was so much fear involved. I am so afraid of the unknown and since I've been through it already, I no longer find anything to be afraid of.
I'm thinking about dying my hair. Never in my life have I dyed my hair. I had highlights a couple of times in my late teens but that's it. I think that since they said there is a high probability of my hair falling out again, I need to do something entertaining with it while I still have it. Speaking of hair... Zeek and I were having some tummy time together today and my husband took a picture. It was of the back of our heads. Zeek has my cowlick. I didn't know I had one until now but it's so fun to see that he has a characteristic so distinctly from me.
Here is a picture of me with my half inch of hair and some more of Zeek and me.
|Half Inch Hair|
|Sweet Baby Ezekiel - 3 weeks old|
|Zeek and Mommy Cowlicks|